Love is a plague

This plague haunted me for 8 months , now its finally coming to an end. And im sure when this plague is over , it'll be the calm for me , and another plague wont be coming in a very long time.

I remembered the time you used to smile everytime you see me, no matter where were you never fail to keep that smile on your face. And we used to share so many things with each other , secrets, gossips and sad stuffs you want to forget, you'll share it with me. During all of this , I felt something, and that was the start of this plague . As this goes on, my love for you gotten deeper, it started with a spark , then it grew into an amber and sooner a flame.

As days passed us by , I was ready to take one step forward. But when I think of it, question marks kept popping out in my mind. I started to question myself , am I good enough for you? After some time of thinking , I realized that im not capable of doing all that. I couldn't take the consequences by vanishing the smile on your face, that radiance going out, is the worst thing i could ever imagine. All I ever wanted was you to be happy, isn't that the purpose of love? Wanting each other to be happy? A miserable couple can live togather till their sunset days , but whats the point in that kind of love, the joy is gone. They're only bonded by a shackle, a cuff or even a chain instead of love.

Even it doesn't means being with you, as a couple, it will be worth it. And this stupid little jackass thought that the feeling would fade, he was wrong , it became stronger instead. After a few months of silent, I felt tired, and realize that I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore. But when I came back, everything wasn't the same as before. Things changed , you've changed. A close friend suddenly became so mysterious, and from that day onwards, I knew it was too late. But life must carry on, we must look forward instead of regretting about what had happened in the past.

I know you found your other half now, and I truly wish you luck happiness in it. Well, you must be picturing me in your mind as a poser now, but these are true words from my heart, if I don't spit them out now, they'll expire soon. I'm not asking anything from you , I just want you to know, no matter what happens, I'll still be the same old guy you knew in the past who used to borrow his ears to you and extinguish the bits of sorrow in your heart, now and always.

Signing out,

David

Replay ♥

Up @ Genting ! :) I miss Genting :(

I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing . I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart, It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more . It belongs to you . And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange , no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine .

Hello Peeps ;D From Now on i'll try and update my blog every single day x) Its almost december and chrismast is near ;D wooo hoooo . I love christmas ! :)

28th of November :)

Woke up around 11 in the morning . went out to have lunch alone cuz moms at thailand and daddys at work :) Went to sunway with some friends ;D Lepak-ed around and had my dinner . After that desmond came my house for some pool :D he got owned by me that day LOL x) Later on yu kai , kll , hui koon and terrence came to my house LOL . They came awhile and they went to watch their FOOTBALL match at some mamak outside my house ;D . Me and des came up with this idea . Well , he did . We went to 7-11 and bought use maggi mee and pepsi . And we ate by the damn street -.- like some god damn beggars LOL . but it was quite fun actually :D later that went home around 12 . des spent a night in my house . slept around 4 or 5 .

29th November

Wake up aroudn 12 and went to sayang for our breakfast . desmond went home after that and my friend said he's got free ticket for me ;D 2012 . Who wouldnt want it ? x) so i went and watch . LIKE FINALLY . i think the movie's awesome ;D



And the litte girl inside the movie really caught my attention ;D

She's so damn cute x) everyone says that when she grows up . She'll be really pretty ;D i cant agree less (:

After the movie we went and walk around and we saw this bunch of ppl standing outside of LA SENZA . Thought we might check it out . And we saw real girls posing inside LA SENZA x) Pretty cool . Here are some of the pictures :D








Head to my friend house at mont kiara . I Drove him to dinner . Cuz he didnt feel like driving ( : Went home after that .

Thats all for now ;D
Signing Out ,
Ryan .

Let Me Hear Your Voice ♥

Hello Peeps . Sorry For Not Updating All these while . I've been really really reallu lazy :D if u wanna know about the trip to genting just go to facebook . theres tons of photos there ( :

28th November
Okay now . lets see What i've done today . Woke up around 12 cuz i slept really late last night . around 4 i think LOL . Had my Breakfast or lunch ? and went to sunway . Got Fucking Robbed by some malays !!@%%$^#&# . Didnt have to mood so i went back home . Went and search for some new songs . Big-Bangs songs are really nice ;D i'm like kinda addicted to them already . Their New one 声をきかせて (let me Hear Your Voice) is awesome ;D


Here's The MV . Big Bang - 声をきかせて (let me Hear Your Voice)


Really dont know what to blog about already . And i havent watch 2012 yet . Screw it . Everyone watched it already . I couldnt make i that time cuz i was sick =.= Now i have to go and watch alone .

New Moon . Anyone ? :)
Thats all for now .
Signing Out .
Ryan

Anything is Possible

Yesterday is history , Tomorrow is a mystery . But today is a gift , thats why its call present.

Cheer up bro :)

Signing out,

David

Something's Holding Me Back ♥

Hey there , just came back from genting ( : went up for 3 days 2 nights . will update my blog either today or tomorrow ;D


Signing out .
Ryan .

I Cant Stop The Bleeding Inside ♥

Hello peeps ;D Just came back from genting ( : will update my blog tomorrow . I'm off to fly fm's anniversary ;D anyone going ? Text me if u're there ;D


Signing Out .
Ryan .

I Have Nothing, Nothing

12th November

As usual , went add maths tuition in the afternoon. Wanted to go for basketball training, but sadly, it began to rain :( God , please stop the rain? :) Since Kelvin ajak-ed me to midvalley this morning , again -__- So I've decided to go. I was effin soaked in the rain , I was freezing in the mall like some jackass. Bumped into a bunch of CHS-ian's on the way to the cinema :D Watched 2012.



Ratings: 5/5
awesome movie! abit fake though :)

Pool-ed after that, kena ta-pau by kelvin as usual -_________- went home after that, left me exhausted and ill :( Thats all for today peeps :)

Signing Out,
David

One Shot And You Took Me Down ♥

Halloween Party :D


Hey peeps . since i've got nothing to do right now , i might as well update some stuffs :D i cant really remember what i've been doing these past few days . will try my best to figure it out ;P

9th of october

Mommys birthday today , so i temaned her the whole day . Imma such a good boy right ? :P didnt do anything much today . But we did went to kl sheraton buffet dinner to celebrate mommys birthday . The food was nice ( : lazy to upload pictures LOL . After reaching home around 10pm . went out and played basketball with my neighbours . One of them spent a night in my house ;D slept at 4am , freaking tired man -.-

10th october

Woke up in the morning , friend had to go back 1st . Then i had my lunch and when i was ready to leave my house , maverick called me and say he's outside my house LOL . Went to snooker centre with desmond and maverick , too bad maverick cant play cuz he was wearing short pants . so he waited for an hour or so . After that went and find peksee and alyssa , temaned them SHOPPING . I think i'll just upload some pictures in this one LOL




Thats all ;D

11th october

Woke up at 6 in the morning -.- got prepared and went to school cuz its tatts birhtday ( : waited ian yi lin they all at kanna . Everyone reached around 720 . We had to wait for weng ian till 830 LOL . Finally after 4387481 years he came , and we're off to LRT to take a train to kl sentral ;D getting bus ticket to genting . Got the tickets and they decided to go to mid valley . Reached Mid valley around 10 ? walked and walked till we decided to go to red box -.- my throats gonna burst , singing for 3 hours non stop :D . After that walked around , went and find david and the others after their movie . And i went home after that ( : and i finally got my phone ;D c902 . here's some of the pictures . All the other pictures are at marilyns DSLR






Thats all for now ( :
Off to genting tomorrow so i wont update .
David will ;D

Signing out
Ryan

P.s : It hurts the most when the person you love the most is right beside you , but you know you cant be together with them .

When You're Looking Like That

When you're looking like that
She's a 5 foot, 10 in catsuit and bambi eyed
Everybody's who's staring wouldn't believe that this girl was mine
I should have know I was wrong
When I left her for a life in pity
But they say you never miss the water until it's gone
cuz I failed to love you
And you're taking it out tonight
How am I supposed to leave you now?
When you're looking like that
I can't believe what I just gave away
Now I can't take it back
I don't wanna get lost
I don't wanna live my life without you
How am I supposed to leave you now?
When you're looking like that
She's all dressed up for glamour and rock and roll
Wanna squeeze her real tight get out of this place
If only I could take control
But she's out of my reach forever
And just a week ago she lied next to me
It's so ironic how I had to lose just
To see that I failed to love you
And you're taking it out tonight
How am I supposed to leave you now?
When you're looking like that
I can't believe what I just gave away
Now I can't take it back
I don't wanna get lost
I don't wanna live my life with out you
How am I supposed to leave you now?
When you're looking like that
I don't wanna forget you
I don't even wanna try
How am I supposed to walk on by when you're looking like that?
How am I supposed to leave you?
I can't believe what I just gave away
Coz I can't take it back
I'm lost
I don't wanna live my life without you
How am I supposed to leave you now?
When you're looking like that
How am I supposed to leave you now?
When you're looking like that
I can't believe what I just gave away
Now I can't take it back
I don't wanna get lost
I don't wanna live my life with out you
How am I supposed to leave you now?
When you're looking like that!

Signing Out,

David

The Journey Goes On And On ♥

5th of October ( :

Was snoring like a pig around 9am . totally forgot david was coming , cause i spent a night at my neigbours house and we slept at 4am . David arrived my house around 930 am . mom called me and i rushed back home with my blur stil asleep face .Stayed at home and used the com awhile . Kinda forgot wat we did . went to sunway with david and yee von after that . went home at night . Later after that went to peksee's house and tried her cupcakes ! She and alyssa spend almost the whole day baking it and we went there to EAT FOR FREE :D it was nice ( : she gave us the crappy one 1st and told us thats wat she did -.- desmond came after that . played cards , talked , went home . slept around 2am ( :David spent a night in my house ;D

6th october

Woke up around 1130 am . Ate Breakfast and head off to sunway again ? Kinda forgot wat we did so wont go into the details .Went to sunway again ? david spent another day at my house ( :

7th october

Went to sunway and watched inglourious basterds with david , yee von and mua family . it was a pretty good movie i guess . but not as good as i expected ( : after the movie , found out i left my FUCKING phone in the cinema . Lost it , but got back the same number , just need to buy a new phone . screw it T_T all my photos and important shits are all inside D:

8th of october

Went for breakfast at harrolds at klcc ? dont know how the fuck to spell it . Went to golf after that ;D freakin boring day ._. went to mont kiara and friend house . all i did there was watching the tv like some asshole and playing the guitar LOL .
Tomorrows mama's big day :D bored like hell and rotting at home . anyone wanna go anywhere . just pm me in msn ( :

Signing Out
Ryan

1st post

Hey . This will be david and ryan's shared blog . Stay Tuned For Updates and kindly link us ( :


Signing Out .